My Future
By Arianna Owens
“What I see when I imagine my future?”, you say.
Many things I say.
I imagine my future daughter.
She will be special.
Special.
My life is like a roaring ocean, chaotic and unorganized, and she calms the storm with her first breath.
She calms it.
The sight of her takes my breath away
“What I see when I imagine my future?”, you say.
Many things I say.
Her eyes, when they look up at me for the first time, I feel like she could be an angel from their beauty.
Her smile.
Her smile is like a thousand suns beaming down on me.
The emotions that I feel when I look at her is indescribable.
Like eating a piece of sweet chocolate or going for a nice, cool swim on a hot day.
The touch of her finger wound tightly around my finger sends electricity all throughout my body.
The mother-daughter connection is immediate.
It is immediate.
“What I see when I imagine my future?”, you say.
Many things I say.
I imagine her first ring of laughter, so bright and cheerful, sounding like a chorus of a thousand birds chirping.
Her first time has the strength to roll over, there will be an imaginary audience that claps thunderously for her, as they are so proud of her.
The first time she starts the crawl, an imaginary audience will give her a standing ovation.
When she stands up and takes her first steps, I personally will clap for her and throw her roses, because I am the most proud of her.
I, her mother, want to be able to capture every vidal moment in her life.
“What I see when I imagine my future?” you say.
I imagine you.
The one which I can’t wait to meet.
You.
My future daughter.